I'm finally getting closer to my due date! It seems so unreal that my little man will be here soon! I keep telling myself he will come on the 10th but now, I have a feeling he's going to wait until the beginning of October!
I had a dream last night that he was born with red hair and weighed 7 lbs and 11 oz! I couldn't see his face but, I know it was my baby! Even though I've had the 3d/4d ultrasound and basically saw his EXACT features, I still can't imagine what he looks like!
In the pictures, he looks a lot like Ben and that makes me so happy! I wanted him to have my nose but, who knows if it'll be like mine! I hope he has his daddy's eyes and has super blonde hair!!
I can't wait for him to be born! I'm so ready to hold him in my arms and each day I'm getting more anxious!
Once I'm able to hold him, I'll probably wish I was still pregnant and watching my belly grow but as of today, I'm so tired of having a big belly! I'm so uncomfortable and I can never get in a good position to fall asleep. I stay up tossing and turning all night. During the day, if I'm not going to the bathroom, I'm trying to catch my breath because Benjamin's so big and squishing my lungs.
Only 1 week and 6 days until the 10th but, I really have 3 weeks and 6 days!!
I've started going to the doctor every week now and hopefully soon, I'll be checked to see if I've dilated or if my cervix has thinned at all!
I hope by next Monday, I've dilated a few cm and Thursday my little man will be here!! I'm looking forward to holding him and giving him all of my love!
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